It was a busy day today, taking a friend to the V.A. for a health appt., but I did manage to sungaze at dusk, while "earthing" (standing barefoot) and bare ass! Where I live, in the foothills, I can occasionally do that without people running in shock and awe.
Joking aside, we ended up at Sam's Hofbrau, which was established over 50 years ago, still doing a whopping business with simple foods: hot pastrami, turkey, ham, etc., roasted and carved to order with great side dishes. My friend just got diagnosed with high cholesterol, so he had the Pastrami sandwich with dressing and gravy. We didn't know that today was St. Patrick's day, so the place was jamming with "older folks" and a nice crowd of hungry families.
Of course I caved in and had "corned beef with cabbage and potatoes" and a side dish of stuffing and gravy. Hey - St. Patty said it was okay! A delightful lady my age “gabbed with me” all the way during the line, and I felt as if she was an old friend. It really was nice to share the time talking to her, and we both felt the warmth of the moment...a moment of recognition.
Sungazing and lunch aside, I do enjoy telling stories. And though this group has been accused of being "way off topic" to the point that it's unrecognizable, maybe...just maybe - there is a thread here that is revealing itself. Perhaps it has to do with the "journey of our soul" and what, from a larger, more vast perspective, that means. What could be more vast than the infinite and eternal journey of one soul? Imagine holding the awareness of all souls!
Surely the GH material broke the mould/mold in firing up our stagnating reality, that is often stuck on regurgitating Bozo the Clown antics until no one even knows that it's BOZO any longer, or that it’s not really “funny” either. What is funny about killing life and laughing about it? The process of imitation is what the "matrix" uses, being boringly Unimaginative and UNcreative, as it has no soul of its own to create with. If you think I'm kidding, guess again!
Whether we suspect Archons, 15 Multi-Dimensional Beings, Draconian OverLords and their "minions", the robotic grays and clones, along with some serious Sirians and Annunaki flunkies, along with demonic thought forms on steroids, are "the problem", we can see and know they all suffer from on thing: terminal lack of originality. That much is painfully obvious to any real human with a heart, a soul and even a smidgeon of compassion.
Therefore, when a good friend and wise fellow human, Larry Buzzell, gave me a book to read called "The Afterlife of Billy Fingers", with rave reviews, I jumped at the opportunity. Larry is himself quite a masterful story teller, which is one of the incredible attributes our "soul family" shares, in many realms, worlds and galactic relationships. We are them and they, us. And he’s rightfully “the one” to be telling stories, being a “fisherman”. Who better than he to tell “tall fish tales” and mystical tales from the sea...? I wouldn’t be surprised to hear about Mermen!
I mention this as a backdrop to what I'd like to share with the group tonight. Over the years, I've interviewed many folks, and some of the more interesting areas have included the "afterlife", the between life, OBEs and NDEs. I've chatted with Dannion Brinkley, Dr. Raymond Moody, PMH Atwater and a host of those who have regressed patients back into the "after-before and in-between lives". VERY interesting!
I took the book with me today, but didn't get to Part Two: “Even the Soul Changes”, until tonight. I just began Chapter 12 "Becoming the Universe" and am deeply moved to share this brief paragraph. This comes from the author's account of her dead brother Billy, who came to her over a period of time to talk to her, surprisingly to both. He was a "bad boy", drug addict and "ne'er do well". This brief paragraph sums up what all who have researched agree on, so it's worth writing out by hand:
Billy says: "After you die, you spend a lot of time, solo time, exploring yourself as a Universe. Do you believe that? You are the Universe. But society teaches you different. Society teaches limitation. Believe me, Annie, everything you ever need is already inside you. And who you really are is far beyond your comprehension. That's why living squeezed into the human experience can be painful at times. It was for me."
It continues, and gets more "mystical". If we knew, at our core Selves, that we were more immense than many galaxies, a literal "Uni-verse", compressed down into a teeny, tiny human body like an accordian jam packed with stars, wouldn't the world appear much different? Wouldn't we be overflowing with creativity, abundance, genius, love, wisdom and great knowledge? It appears that Billy found this to be true. And so many others have, that it cannot be denied. That’s called a “tipping point” or 100th Monkey Effect, to name a couple.
You know, I thought this group had to "look like" my concept of it, which you can all guess... people inspired by the GH material, having long and intense conversations, researching and so on. It took it almost "blowing up in my face" to see the obvious: it has a life of its own, ebbs and flows, and it IS all of that - and much more! We're all "in the investigation" about Who and what and why we are... and part of that process, given the way the world is stuck on imitation and lack, is re-learning the process of inquiry...story telling, sharing by example and just being together.
The tribes and clans no doubt spent many years wandering this gorgeous globe, which is teeming with life, love, drama, death, intrigue, wildness and utter abandon. They sat around fires, the “younger” savoring the amazing journeys and stories told by "the Elders". I realized, on Saturday, that we don't respect - or even know any longer, just "who" the Elders are! It's anyone that comes from the heart, authentically, who has the "talking stick"...that's who! It's you, it's me and doggy too!
So, there may be a few "lessons" in this rambling tale, which may or may not be on or off topic... and for once, I don't really have any large attachment to how many "likes" it gets, about who "leaves in a huff" over it, or what happens after I hit "Post". In THIS moment, right now, the Universe is in harmony and we are all basking in its eternal Love. Beyond these limited words, what's left inside is a golden glow of gratitude.